Feeling a little MAD lately?  This world brings so much change & yet, I find regression is always in the rearview.  We must always have balance, but that balance always has a hair trigger.  As the cold moves in, I find my heart feeling a little mad lately.  My children are growing, I am aging, & time never seems to slow down.  All while the world stays frightening & everything questionable.  While listening to a song the other day I heard the lyrics from "Time in a Bottle"  "but there never seems to be enough time..."  and that my friends is the truth.  The funny thing is, I don't think we ever realize just how lucky we are in the moments we have.  We are always thinking ahead & never truly living in the moment.  Our busy, day to day scedules make us long for more time...all while making us mad trying to accomplish our goals for the day, yet we keep adding more to our to do lists.  It almost seems like we like to set ourselves up for failure, or at least bad time management.  Yet, when we get caught up, we realize we don't know how to spend the extra time we have.  Maybe we could bottle that time up to use for one of our busy days that doesn't seem to have enough?  Not likely.  BALANCE... Sometimes it is so hard to find.  Can we learn to appreciate the good moments so that we always have them "bottled" in our hearts were they will live forever?  The place that is always ready for balance & great moments.  Lets live & push out the bad parts of our hearts that take up all of our time...The sad moments, the failures & the love loss.  Let us take those moments, not forgetting the life lessons & heartache they have taught us & brought us, but not allowing them to take up anymore of our precious time.  With that being said it is time for my balancing act.  So here's to a great day of balance & making enought time while I drink my coffee & then meditate.  Balance my friends.  Gotta have that balance.

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